I told him to get the fuck out of my life, and I regret it. We haven’t talked in over 3 weeks, and oh boy do i regret it. you think he’ll finally talk to me on my bday?

People say things when they don’t mean it . Things get blown outtta anger. Maybe, you should just talk to him & see, how he feels . Let him know that it was a mistake. Start the conversation , break the ice with him. Dont rush yourself he may not wanna deal with a relationship again. So just take it slow, &if he’s a nice guy , then he’ll talk to you on your birthday & if he’s trying to move on that you cant blame him for not talking to you , because you did say to get ” the fuck outta your life ” but I would just talk to him, & break the ice . See what he feels & then let him know where your coming from .